[{DvT}Sapient6]

Originally Posted by [DvT]UY

Time to come clean

For the last 6-8 months...maybe a year or so... I have not been able to get into playing. I show up and start to play and I have no drive and intensity like I used to. It all seems mechanical.

I am so sorry and I apologize to the clan. I've never gone through a doldrums like this and I hope it goes away soon. Lot on my mind now too...hard to go 5 minutes without thinking about the person that has come into my life in such a big way.

Can I join DvT again?

I completely understand. For me it was that the whole concept of shooters had keeled over dead. I had to go do something completely different for a long time. As it is, even now that I'm sort of playing again, whenever I look at a brand new game and see it's an FPS my reaction runs along the lines of "why are you serving vanilla?" The most recent shooter that I enjoyed was Doom3, and even there it was the distinctly non-shooter aspects of the game that I enjoyed.

Anywho, go ahead and take that break, do something different with your time. My advice is, for whatever it's worth, is to not even contemplate firing up UT again until you actually start feeling like you want to.

Don't you stop coming around here, though.